The best solution I can give you, is ask for a weekend off to socialise, if they refuse you, hang oround a friend who is renting a place so that you can share the cost of living, you can do it. If you are above 16 yrs, you are capable of doing it, they are doing that to you because they feel you have no where to go and have a comfortable life. Secondly look for a part time or short course like social work, tailaring and I am sure people can help you get on your feet, do not resort to selling your body in exchange for a life. Talk to your brother in-law if your cousin seems jealous of you because of your appearance, tell them that you want to go to school in the evening courses and if they are willing, then continue to help them with children, if not, pls have a way out because you will end up hurting those kids with frustration of being trapped in their system.
Thirdly, think of the service you are giving them as a gift not like working for them, it will help lift the heaviness on your shoulder. Pls do not throw yourself in the street due to emotional infridgement. Talking help even if it hurts people, but saying it out will make them know your position in their home. I hope this help. God will bless you too with a great man who will help you succeed in life.
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