Question: My name is Mbwechi from Lusaka and  I need help from all over Zambia. I don’ t know what came over me on Women’s Day.  I was home when my step-sister came back from clubbing @23hrs, she was brought back by her friends. She was  very drunk to the extent that she was calling me her ex boyfriend’s name. I took her to her room when everyone home was fast asleep. I don’t know what came over me when I saw her thighs, but I ended up having sex with her. I don’t know  if it was rape because she wasn’t talking whilst I was doing it.

The following morning she called my step mother who married my biological father in the living room. I was by the window and I heard the conversation they had. She was  asking for ARVs from my mom saying she misplaced her bottle of  ARV’s. It pained me more when she called me a gentleman for taking care of her when she came home drunk. She never said anything about what happened between us,could it be that she couldn’t remember  anything?

Please I need advice,am scared of  going for VCT am only 18 and  she is 29.What should i do? I can’t sleep.